My name is
Yusuf Estes now, but in years past my friends used to call me Skip. I have
preached Christianity and worked in the entertainment and music industry since
I was a boy in the 1950's. My father and I have established music stores, TV
and radio programs and outdoor entertainment for fun (and profit).
I was a music
minister and even used a pony ride and entertained the children as "Skippy
the Clown." Once, I have served as Delegate to the United Nations Peace
Conference for Religious Leaders. Now I am a retired former Muslim Chaplain for
United States Bureau of Prisons, Washington, DC. and I join alongside many
American Muslims, working with Muslim student and youth organizations as well
as schools for Muslim children. As such, I travel around the entire world
lecturing and sharing the message of the Christ of the Quran in Islam. We hold
dialogs and discussion groups with all faiths and enjoy the opportunity to work
alongside rabbis, ministers, preachers and priests everywhere. Some of our work
is in the institutional area, military, universities and prisons.
Primarily our
goal is to educate and communicate the correct message of Islam and who the
Muslims really are. Although Islam has grown now to nearly tie Christianity as
the largest of religions on earth, we see many of those who claim Islam as
Muslims, that do not correctly understand nor properly represent the message of
"Peace, Surrender and Obedience to God" (Arabic = 'Islam') Dear me, I
am afraid that I got a bit ahead of myself. I was trying to give a bit of
background of our work perhaps to see if it would in anyway benefit those who
may being going through what I experienced while trying to resolve some of the
issues of Christianity.
How it happened
This may seem
quite strange, while we perhaps may share a few different perspectives and
concepts of God, Jesus, prophethood, sin and salvation. But you see, at one
time I was in the same boat as many folks are today. Really, I was. Let me
explain.
Born a strong Christian
I was born
into a very strong Christian family in the Midwest. Our family and their
ancestors not only built the churches and schools across this land, but
actually were the same ones who came here in the first place. While I was still
in elementary we relocated to Houston, Texas in 1949 - "I'm old". We
attended church regularly and I was baptized at the age of 12 in Pasadena,
Texas. As a teenager, I wanted to visit other churches to learn more of their
teachings and beliefs. The Baptists, Methodists, Episcopalians, Charismatic movements,
Nazarene, Church of Christ, Church of God, Church of God in Christ, Full
Gospel, Agape, Catholic, Presbyterian and many more. I developed quite a thirst
for the "Gospel" or as we say; "Good News." My research
into religion did not stop with Christianity. Not at all. Hinduism, Judaism,
Buddhism, Metaphysics, native American beliefs were all a part of my studies.
Just about the only one that I did not look into seriously was
"Islam". Why? Good question.
Music minister
Anyway, I
became very interested in different types of music, especially Gospel and
Classical. Because my whole family was religious and musical it followed that I
too would begin my studies in both areas. All this set me for the logical
position of Music Minister in many of the churches that I became affiliated
with over the years. I started teaching keyboard instruments in 1960 and by
1963 owned my own studios in Laurel, Maryland, called "Estes Music
Studios."
Business projects in Texas,
Oklahoma and Florida
Over the next
30 years my father and I worked together in many business projects. We had
entertainment programs, shows and attractions. We opened piano and organ stores
all the way from Texas and Oklahoma to Florida. We had earned millions of
dollars during those years, but could not find the peace of mind that can only
come through knowing the truth and finding the real plan of salvation. I'm sure
you have asked yourself the question; "Why did God create me?" or
"What is it that God wants me to do?" or "Exactly who is God,
anyway?" "Why do we believe in 'original sin?" and "Why
would the sons of Adam be forced to accept his 'sins' and then as a result be
punished forever." But if you asked anyone these questions, they would
probably tell you that you have to believe without asking, or that it is a
'mystery' and you shouldn't ask - "Just have faith, brother."
Trinity concept
Strangely
enough, the word "Trinity" is not in the Bible. And it has been a
concern for religious scholars as early as 200 years after Jesus was raised up
by Almighty God. I would ask preachers or ministers to give me some sort of an
idea how 'one' could figure out to become 'three' or how God Himself, Who can
do anything He Wills to do, cannot just forgive people's sins, but rather he
had to become a man, come down on earth, be a human, and then take on the sins
of all people; keeping in mind that all along He is still God of the whole
universe and does as He Wills to do, both in and outside of the universe as we
know it. They never seemed to be able to come up with anything other than
opinions or strange analogies.
Father - Ordained
non-denominational minister
My father was
very active in supporting church work, especially church school programs. He
became an ordained minister in the 1970s. He and his wife (my stepmother) knew
many of the TV evangelists and preachers and even visited Oral Roberts and
helped in the building of the "Prayer Tower" in Tulsa, OK. They also
were strong supporters of Jimmy Swaggart, Jim and Tammy Fae Bakker, Jerry
Fallwell, John Haggi and the biggest enemy to Islam in America, Pat Robertson.
Distributing "Praise"
Tapes for Jesus
During the
early 1980's my Dad and his wife worked together and were most active in
recording "Praise" tapes and distributing them for free to people in
retirement homes, hospitals and homes for the elderly. We were really
"winning souls to the Lord - for Jesus" day after day.
Met a man from Egypt
It was early
in 1991 when my father began doing business with a man from Egypt and told me
that he wanted me to meet him. This idea appealed to me when I thought about
the idea of having an international flavor. You know, the pyramids, sphinx,
Nile River and all that.
He was a "Moslem"
Hijackers;
Kidnappers; Bombers, Terrorists - and who knows what else? Then my father
mentioned that this man was a 'Moslem.' First, I hated the idea of meeting an
"infidel, hijacker, kidnapper, bomber, terrorist, non-believer." Any
normal person would be repulsed at the idea. I couldn't believe my ears. A
'Moslem?' No way! I reminded my dad of the various different things that we had
heard about these people.
Lies against Muslims & Islam
They don't
even believe in God. They worship a black box in the desert. And They kiss the
ground five times a day. No Way! I Did Not Want to Meet Him! I did not want to
meet this 'Moslem' man. No way! My father insisted that I meet him and
reassured me that he was a very nice person. This was too much for me.
Especially since the evangelists that we used to travel around with all hated
Muslims and Islam very much. They even said things that were not true to make
people afraid of Islam. So, why would I want anything to do with these people?
Idea - "Change Him To
Christian".
Then an idea
came to me, "We can change this man to Christian." So, I gave in and
agreed to the meeting. But on my terms. I Met Him With A Bible, Cross and Cap
with "Jesus Is Lord!" on it.
I agreed to
meet him on a Sunday after church so we would be all prayed up and in good
standing with the Lord. I would be carrying my Bible under my arm as usual. I
would have my big shiny cross dangling and I would have on my cap which says:
"Jesus is Lord" right across the front. My wife and two young
daughters came along and we were ready for our first encounter with the
'Moslems'.
Where is he?
When I came
into the shop and asked my father where the 'Moslem' was, he pointed and said:
"He's right over there." I was confused. That couldn't be the Moslem.
No way.
Turban and beard?
I'm looking
for a huge man with flowing robes, a big turban on his head, a beard half way
down his shirt and eyebrows that go all the way across his forehead with a
sword or a bomb under his coat.
No turban - No beard
This man had
no beard. In fact, he didn't even have any hair on his head at all. He was
nearly bald. Best of all, he was very pleasant with a warm welcome and
handshake. This didn't make sense. I thought they are terrorists and bombers.
What is this all about?
He needs Jesus
Never mind.
I'll get right to work on this guy. He needs to be 'saved' in the 'Name of
Jesus' and me and the Lord are going to do it.
Introduction & interrogation
After a quick introduction, I
asked him: "Do you believe in God?"
He said: "Yes." -
(Good!) Then I said: "Do you believe in Adam and Eve?"
He said: "Yes." - (Very
Good!) I said: "What about Abraham? You believe in him and how he tried to
sacrifice his son for God?"
He said: "Yes." - (Even
better!) Then I asked: "What about Moses?", "Ten
Commandments?", "Parting the Red Sea?"
Again he said: "Yes." -
(Better still!) Then: "What about the other prophets, David, Solomon and
John the Baptist?"
He said:"Yes." -
(Great!) I asked: "Do you believe in the Bible?"
Again, he said:"Yes." -
(OK!) So, now it was time for the big question: "Do you believe in Jesus?
That he was the Messiah (Christ) of God?"
Again the said:"Yes." -
(Fantastic!) Well now - "This was going to be easier than I had thought.
"He was just about ready to be baptized only he didn't know it. And I was
just the one to do it, too.
Shocking knowledge - Muslims
believe in the Bible?
One day in the
Spring of 1991, I came to know that the Muslims believed in the Bible. I was
shocked. How could this be? But that's not all, they believe in Jesus as:* A
true messenger of God;* Prophet of God;* Miracle birth without human
intervention;* He was the 'Christ' or Messiah as predicted in the Bible;* He is
with God now and most important;* He will be coming back in the Last Days to
lead the believers against the 'Antichrist.' After "winning souls to the
Lord for Jesus" day after day, this would be a big achievement for me, to
catch one of these 'Moslems' and 'convert' him to Christianity.
Cup of tea - Discuss beliefs
I asked him if
he liked tea and he said he did. So off we went to a little shop in the mall to
sit and talk about my favorite subject: Beliefs. While we sat in that little
coffee shop for hours talking (I did most of the talking), I came to know that
he was very nice, quiet and even a bit shy. He listened attentively to every
word that I had to say and did not interrupt even one time. I liked this man's
way and thought that he had definite potential to become a good Christian.
Little did I know the course of events about to unravel in front of my eyes.
Agreed to do business
First of all,
I agreed with my father that we should do business with this man and even
encouraged the idea of him traveling along with me on my business trips across
the northern part of Texas. Day after day we would ride together and discuss
various issues pertaining to different beliefs that people have. And along the
way, I could of course interject some of my favorite radio programs of worship
and praise to help bring the message to this poor individual. We talked about
the concept of God; the meaning of life; the purpose of creation; the prophets
and their mission and how God reveals His Will to mankind. We also shared a lot
of personal experiences and ideas as well.
Moved to our home
One day I came
to know that my friend Mohamed was going to move out of the home he had been
sharing with a friend of his and was going to be living in the masjid for a
time. I went to my dad and asked him if we could invite Mohamed to come out to
our big home in the country and stay there with us. After all, he could share
some of the work and some expenses and he would be right there when we were
ready to go out traveling around. My father agreed and Mohamed moved in.
Continued ministry &
preaching
Of course I
still would find time to visit my fellow preachers and evangelists around the
state of Texas. One of them lived on the Texas -- Mexico border and another
lived near the Oklahoma border. One preacher liked to carry a huge wooden cross
that was bigger than a car. He would carry it over his shoulder and drag the
bottom on the ground and go down the road or freeway hauling these two beams
formed in the shape of a cross. People would stop their cars and come over to
him and ask him what was going on and he would give them pamphlets and booklets
on Christianity.
Preacher has a heart attack
One day my
friend with the cross had a heart attack and had to go to the Veterans Hospital
where he stayed for quite a long while. I used to visit him in the hospital
several times a week and I would take Mohamed with me with the hopes that we
could all share together in the subject of beliefs and religions. My friend was
not very impressed and it was obvious that he did not want to know anything
about Islam. Then one day, a man who was sharing the room with my friend came
rolling into the room in his wheelchair. I went to him and asked him his name
and he said that it didn't matter and when I asked him where he was from he
said he was from the planet Jupiter. I thought about what he said and then
began to wonder if I was in the cardiac ward or the mental ward.
Man in wheelchair - Needed the
Lord
I knew the man
was lonely and depressed and needed someone in his life. So, I began to
'witness' to him about the Lord. I read to him out of the book of Jonah in the
Old Testament. I shared the story of the prophet Jonah who had been sent by the
Lord to call his people to the correct way. Jonah had left his people and
escaped by boat to leave his city and head out to sea. A storm came up and the
ship almost capsized and the people on board threw Jonah over the side of the
ship. A whale came up to the surface and grabbed Jonah, swallowed him and then
went down to the bottom of the sea, where he stayed for 3 days and 3 nights.
Yet because of God's Mercy, He caused the whale to rise to the surface and then
spit Jonah out to return back home safely to his city of Nineveh. And the idea
was that we can't really run away from our problems because we always know what
we have done. And what is more, God also always knows what we have done.
Catholic Priest
After sharing
this story with the man in the wheel chair, he looked up at me and apologized.
He told me he was sorry for his rude behavior and that he had experienced some
real serious problems recently. Then he said that he wanted to confess
something to me. And I said that I was not a Catholic priest and I don't handle
confessions. He replied back to me that he knew that. In fact, he said: "I
am a Catholic priest." I was shocked. Here I had been trying to preach
Christianity to a priest. What in the world was happening here?
Priest in Latin America
The priest
began to share his story of being a missionary for the church for over 12 years
to south and Central America and Mexico and even in New York's 'Hell's
Kitchen.' When he was released from the hospital, he needed a place to go to
recover and rather than letting him go to stay with a Catholic family, I told
my dad that we should invite him to come out and live with us in the country
along with our families and Mohamed. It was agreed by all that he would so; he
moved in right away.
Priests must study Islam? - yes!
During the
trip out to our home, I talked with the priest about some of the concepts of
beliefs in Islam and to my surprise, he agreed and then shared even more about
this with me. I was shocked when he told me that Catholic priests actually
study Islam and some even carry doctors degrees in this subject. This was all
very enlightening to me. But there was still a lot more to come.
Different versions of the Bible
After settling
in, we all began to gather around the kitchen table after dinner every night to
discuss religion. My father would bring his King James Version of the Bible, I
would bring out my Revised Standard Version of the Bible, my wife had another
version of the Bible (maybe something like Jimmy Swaggart's 'Good News For
Modern Man'. The priest of course, had the Catholic Bible which has 7 more
books in it than the Protestant Bible. So we spent more time talking about
which Bible was the right one or the most correct one, than we did trying to
convince Mohamed about becoming a Christian.
Quran has only one version - In
Arabic - and still exists
At one point I
recall asking him about the Quran and how many versions of it there were in the
last 1,400 years. He told me that there was only ONE QURAN. And that it had
never been changed. Yet he let me know that the Quran had been memorized by
hundreds of thousands of people, in it's entirety and were scattered about the
earth in many different countries. Over the centuries since the Quran was
revealed, millions have memorized it completely and have taught it to others
who have memorized it completely, from cover to cover, letter perfect without
mistakes. Today, over 9 million Muslims have memorized the entire Quran from
cover to cover.
How could this be?
This did not
seem possible to me. After all, the original languages of the Bible have all
been dead languages for centuries and the documents themselves have been lost
in their originals for hundreds and thousands of years. So, how could it be
that something like this could be so easy to preserve and to recite from cover
to cover.
Priest Goes to the Masjid
Anyway, one
day the priest asked Mohamed if he might accompany him to the masjid to see
what it was like there. They came back talking about their experience there and
we could not wait to ask the priest what it was like and what all types of
ceremonies they performed. He said they didn't really 'do' anything. They just
came and prayed and left. I said: "They left? Without any speeches or
singing?" He said that was right.
Priest enters Islam!
A few more
days went by and the Catholic priest asked Mohamed if he might join him again
for a trip to the masjid which they did. But this time it was different. They
did not come back for a very long time. It became dark and we worried that
something might have happened to them. Finally they arrived and when they came
in the door I immediately recognized Mohamed, but who was this alongside of
him? Someone wearing a white robe and a white cap. Hold on a minute! It was the
priest. I said to him: "Pete? -- Did you become a 'Moslem?' He said that
he had entered into Islam that very day. THE PRIEST BECAME A Muslim!! What
next? (You'll see).
My wife announces her Islam!
So, I went
upstairs to think things over a bit and began to talk to my wife about the
whole subject. She then told me that she too was going to enter into Islam,
because she knew it was the truth.
Shocked!
I was really
shocked now. I went downstairs and woke up Mohamed and asked him to come
outside with me for a discussion. We walked and talked that whole night
through.
Truth had come!
By the time he
was ready to pray Fajr (the morning prayer of the Muslims) I knew that the
truth had come at last and now it was up to me to do my part. I went out back
behind my father's house and found an old piece of plywood lying and right
there I put my head down on the ground facing the direction that the Muslims
pray five times a day.
Guide me! O God! guide me!
Now then in
that position, with my body stretched out on the plywood and my head on the
ground, I asked: "O God. If you are there, guide me, guide me."
Sign inside of me
And then after
a while I raised up my head and I noticed something. No, I didn't see birds or
angels coming out of the sky nor did I hear voices or music, nor did I see
bright lights and flashes. What I did notice was a change inside of me. I was
aware now more than ever before that it was time for me to stop any lying and
doing anything sneaky. It was time that I really work at being an honest and
upright man. I knew now what I had to do.
Wash away the "OLD"
So I went
upstairs and took a shower with the distinct idea that I was 'washing' away the
sinful old person that I had become over the years. And I was now coming into a
new, fresh life. A life based on truth and proof. And Become New! Around 11:00
A.M. that morning, I stood before two witnesses, one the ex-priest, formerly
known as Father Peter Jacobs, and the other, Mohamed Abel Rehman, and announced
my 'shahadah' (open testimony to the Oneness of God and the prophethood of
Mohammad, peace be upon him). "I bear witness, there is no deity to
worship, except Almighty Allah, alone, and He has no partners and I bear
witness that Mohammad is His messenger and servant."
My wife was next
A few minutes
later, my wife followed along and gave the same testimony. But hers was in
front of 3 witnesses (me being the third). Then my father. My father was a bit
more reserved on the subject and waited a few more months before he made his
shahadah (public testimony). But he did finally commit to Islam and began
offering prayers right along with me and the other Muslims in the local masjid.
Children too! The children were
taken out of the Christian school and placed in Muslim schools. And now, ten
years later, they are memorizing much of the Quran and the teachings of Islam.
Father's wife (Stepmother) next
My father's
wife finally acknowledged, before she died, that Jesus could not be a son of
God and that he must have been a mighty prophet of God, but not God. She passed
away within a few months of this statement at age 86. May Allah accept her
statement of faith, ameen.
Houseful of new Muslims - What's
next?
Now stop and
think. A whole entire household of people from varying backgrounds and ethnic
groups coming together in truth to learn how to know and worship the Creator
and Sustainer of the Universe. Think. A Catholic priest; a minister of music
and preacher of the Gospel; an ordained minister and builder of Christian
schools; and the children, even a great-grandmother - they all come into Islam!
His mercy and guidance
Only by His
Mercy, were we all guided to see the real truth of Islam, by removing the
coverings over our ears and the blinders on our eyes, no longer having seals
over our hearts - He was Guiding us now.
Amazing story
Family and
friends entering Islam from one man. If I were to stop right here, I'm sure
that you would have to admit that at least this is an amazing story, right?
After all, three religious leaders of three separate denominations all going
into one very opposite belief at the same time and then soon after the rest of
the household.
But that is
not all. There is more! The same year, while I was in Grand Prairie, Texas
(near Dallas), I met a Baptist seminary student from Tennessee named Joe, who
also came to Islam after reading the Holy Quran while in Baptist Seminary
College!
More? Yes.
Catholic priest loves Islam - but Needs his job! There are others as well. I
recall the case of the Catholic priest in a college town who talked about the
good things in Islam so much that I was forced to ask him why he didn't enter
Islam. He replied: "What? And loose my job?" - His name is Father
John and we still pray for Allah to Guide Him.
Another Catholic Priest Makes
Shahadah
The very next
year I met a former Catholic priest who had been a missionary for 8 years in
Africa. He learned about Islam while he was there and entered into Islam. He
then changed his name to Omar and moved to Dallas Texas.
Any more?
Again - Yes! Two years later, while in San Antonio, Texas I was introduced to a
former Arch Bishop of the Orthodox Church of Russia who learned about Islam and
gave up his position to enter Islam.
Daughter of Hindu Pundit
(Religious Leader) - Accepts Islam - helping thousands to Islam
I met a woman
in New York who wanted to make our CDs about "What Is Islam?". After
giving her permission several years ago, I have learned she has produced and
distributed over 600 thousand of these to the non-Muslims in America. May Allah
reward her and keep her strong in her efforts, ameen. Hundreds - Thousands -
Still Coming And since my own entrance into Islam and becoming a chaplain to
the Muslims throughout the country and around the world, I have encountered
many more individuals who were leaders, teachers and scholars in other
religions who learned about Islam and entered into it. They came from Hindus,
Jews, Catholics, Protestants, Jehovah's Witnesses, Greek and Russian Orthodox,
Coptic Christians from Egypt, non-denominational churches and even scientists
who had been atheists.
Why? Good question
The
combination always seems to be the same; people are sincerely seeking the truth
and are willing to put their different prejudices and biases out of their minds
and begin to ask God for His Guidance in their lives.
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