Lynne Ali, 33,
from Dagenham in Essex, freely admits to having been ‘a typical white
hard-partying teenager’.
‘I would go
out and get drunk with friends, wear tight and revealing clothing and date
boys.’
‘I also worked
part-time as a DJ, so I was really into the club scene. I used to pray a bit as
a Christian, but I used God as a sort of doctor, to fix things in my life. If
anyone asked, I would’ve said that, generally, I was happy living life in the
fast lane.’
But when she
met a Muslim guy at university, something dramatic happened.
‘His sister
started talking to me about Islam, and it was as if everything in my life
fitted into place. I think, underneath it all, I must have been searching for
something, and I wasn’t feeling fulfilled by my hard-drinking party lifestyle.’
Lynne
converted aged 19. ‘From that day, I started wearing the hijab, and I now never
show my hair in public. At home, I’ll dress in normal Western clothes in front
of my husband, but never out of the house.’
Lynne Ali
remembers the night this hit home for her. ‘I went to an old friend’s 21st
birthday party in a bar,’ she reveals. ‘I walked in, wearing my hijab and
modest clothing, and saw how everyone else had so much flesh on display. They
were drunk, slurring their words and dancing provocatively.’
‘For the first
time, I could see my former life with an outsider’s eyes, and I knew I could
never go back to that.’
‘I am so
grateful I found my escape route. This is the real me — I am happy to pray five
times a day and take classes at the masjid. I am no longer a slave to a broken
society and its expectations.’
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